Lyrics: Lina Farah
Music: Hatem El Chiati/Lina Farah
VERSE I
Lying in my bathtub – I won‘t
Leave it to get stressed out – I‘m not
In the mood to show
How my face can glow
When I put lipstick on
Used to lie in bathrooms – just to nap
Never needed to get home – too much ahead
Liquid in my glass
Took it from the tap – shade of red
Not in bed – no regrets
PRE
No plans, no agenda – was I really carefree?
How can I not remember – how I used to go
Thought I would be more than who I was – back when I
Thought I would keep going up instead – now I am
CHORUS
Incomplete
This isn’t all of me
Can’t compete
With who I used to be
When I tried
Collecting memories
Now the present is radiosilent
POST 1
But why is it so hard for me to be that?
VERSE II
How did I miss it was my last
Didn’t notice, I outgrew it
It just happened – not a choice – I just stopped
Playing with my toys – Paying for a magazine – Partying on Halloween – Jumping on a –
PRE
No plans, no agenda – so tired I can’t be
Someone that can’t surrender – to the way things flow
Thought I would be more than who I was – back when I
Thought I would keep going up instead – now I am
CHORUS
Incomplete
This isn’t all of me
Can’t compete
With who I used to be
When I tried
Collecting memories
Now the present is radiosilent
All I feel
Is in the in-between
Can’t compete
With who I wanna be
Where is my?
Playful insanity
Now the present is radiosilent
POST
Everything I wanna be – Is waiting right in front of me
But all I wanna do is go to sleep, to sleep and
Everything that I could be – Is staring at the end of me
But why is it so hard for me to be that