So tired of breaking up

Lyrics: Shartry Music: Shartry Arranger: Shartry Made some promises But with no end Some different lovers Yet here I am Standing alone like a broken glass Not a fan of this cigarette But now addicted then Fingers burning More in my chest Tryna be numb but I couldn't pretend Shards of a future I couldn’t grasp Every spark just fades to ash Guess I won’t mend I’m tired of thinking what’s going wrong If I’m the problem then why I’m hurt So sick of breaking up with different men Floating around on a rootless pain Think I forgot how to love again And be loved again Every night in bed Try not to melt My mind is wide awake Wondering the same Maybe I’m just not good enough Or that I am just way too much What so ever I’m just Tired of breaking up I don’t wanna ask “what if” again Just let the silence company my day I don’t have to compromise my needs my time All this energy for once is mine No more chasing what ain’t right I’m tired of thinking what’s going wrong I ain’t the problem they just ain’t right So sick of breaking up with different men Ain’t no “goodbyes” no more fake smiles Think I remember how to love again And just love myself again Love myself again Tired of breaking up again