Lyrics: Hator Bee
Music: Hator Bee
Staring down
Standing
Death's uncertain door
Darkness reflects
Wondering what if I'd done more
I look back on the tragedies
Uncertainties
That plague me
Yet somehow your eyes
They're what haunt me the most
I don't have the words to say
I'm sorry
Cause I'm not all the friendship
And the love
And in the moment
We forgot
If I could stop myself from hurting you
And take away the pain
I wish I'd say that I would do it
But I'd blow it up again
And I'm writing
And I pause of all my friends
And loved ones
Why's it you
I'm thinking of
Fingers gripping from the dark
Cold door
But why are you here
I don't know you anymore
But I hope you
find what you're looking for
Though I couldn't give it to you
Know that you deserve the world
I hope you
find what you're looking for
Oh oh oh
I hope you
find what you're looking for
Staring down
Standing
Death's uncertain frame
Darkness reflects
Wondering what if I'm to blame
A life full of the things I hate
And traumas led me to this state
Yet somehow our battle
Hangs the heaviest weight
I don't have the words to say
I'm sorry
Cause I'm not all the friendship
And the love
And in the moment
We forgot
If I could stop myself from leaving you
Try harder to explain
I wish I'd say that I would do it
But I would say it all again
And I'm walking
And I pause of the few friends
I've been left with
Why's it you
I'm thinking of
Fingers grasping from the dark
Cold door
Memories haunt me
I'm not who I was before
But one day I'll find
what I'm looking for
Though you couldn't give it to me
Know that you came pretty close
I hope you
find what you're looking for
Oh oh oh
I hope you
find what you're looking for
I see you standing opposite of me
So many days together
Did you think this is where we'd be
The danger that I'm facing
It's one that you've faced before
As I step into the door
The thought crosses my mind
That I hope
that you find what you're looking for
Oh oh
I hope that you find what you're looking for