Lyrics: Cindy Zhang/Dept/Sonny Zero/clam
Music: Cindy Zhang/Dept/GRAM/Griffy/clam
I’ve been filled with envy
I can barely try
My heart felt so empty
All my life
And I hate to lie
When I say I’ve been doing fine
I’m filled with pain
So bye my blue
Since we spoke, it’s been a while
I saw that you’ve been fine
That hurt me to see
I know it’s gross and juvenile
I don’t wish you happiness without me
Oh the seasons change
Your memories fade
But I’ll still stay the same
Seeing you with someone new
Makes my heart so blue
I’ve been filled with envy
I can barely try
My heart felt so empty
All my life
And I hate to lie
When I say I’ve been doing fine
I’m filled with pain
So bye my blue
You don’t even have to try
Cause you’re moving on just fine
You don’t even need me by your side
And I wish that I were you
I wouldn’t feel these winter blues
I’m sick of all these freezing nights thinking of you
You’ve been changing
It’s hard to come to terms
That I’m the one who’s the same
The leaves fall down
But I’ll still stick around
I’ve been hanging on for far too long
I’ve been filled with envy
I can barely try
My heart felt so empty
All my life
And I hate to lie
When I say I’ve been doing fine
I’m filled with pain
So bye my blue