Lyrics: hazel mittens
Music: hazel mittens
(rewind)
I'm a mess and i hate it
All this time i've been wasting
Feel like nothing is changing
Every second i hate it
I don't know where the day went
Hate my thoughts can't erase them
I'm so tired of faking
Like i don't ****ing hate it
I wish i was
A better person
I hate myself don't deserve shit
Every day i feel so worthless
But i'll be here for you
You know i adore you
Give me hope to look forward to
(whyhaze)
Cuz ik you'll leave soon
I hate it everytime i talk to u
It's replaying in my head
Sometimes i just wish that i could forget
So i could be at peace for a little moment
I just wanna go away but ik that i can't
So i drop 2 xans in my Dxm
Don't leave me just stay here
I got some things i wna say to u
Like i hate my friends
And i hate me too
I don't wna get up
Today i just wna snooze
I don't think that i could live my life without you
It's soooo true
I just wish it could be us 2
(mckel)
Oh my god
Oh my god
Oh my
Break down and i hate it
Break down i'm so useless
Can't do this shit now
I feel dead on the ground
And i can't even fix it
I wish that i never ****ed it up
I wish that i wasn't useless
I wish that i could do this
Break down with my head on the ground
Can you pick me up please
I wanna stand up
Oh my god
I wanna be with you so bad
I'm sorry it's selfish but im glad that i got to talk to you again
Oh my god
(rewind)
I'm a mess and i hate it
All this time i've been wasting
Feel like nothing is changing
Every second i hate it
I don't know where the day went
Hate my thoughts can't erase them
I'm so tired of faking
Like i don't ****ing hate it
I wish i was
A better person
I hate myself don't deserve shit
Every day i feel so worthless
But i'll be here for you
You know i adore you
Give me hope to look forward to