Lyrics: emjaay emjaay emjaay
Music: IOF & DreamUnion
I've been contemplating things in my mind
This is the time, to tell the truth lies
Yeah, I feel let down by myself in these recent times
Cause there's a lot up on my chest , had no peace of mind
All of these secrets locked up in a box of time
14 when I started smoking just to feel alright
Lead to drug abuse within a year or two of time
Tried to hide it from the family cause I didn't like
Showing I was nothing, nothing but a waste of life
Tried to fix it but I ended falling down again
Thought it's easier to take my ****ing life instead
Messaged all these people thanking them for being friends
Planned to exit slowly to another plane, it's my fate
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling
Something to come and save me
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, for something
I'm calling out, I'm calling
There's nothing here to save me
Yeah I was a liar, and I was a cheater
Taking the corners, trying to go up
But now I have realized, that I was a monster
Created by myself, causing it myself
So
Fall away, fall away, fall away
Fate
Takes away, takes away, takes away
Faith
Trust me I've been doing shit that I hate to say
Things I've had inside, chained the key to hide away
Lied to people when they asked me If I'm all okay
Jump the window with a rope, set on leaving space
Regret that in that time I didn't think of other traits
Like how I'd leave the people round me with another break
Scar the hearts of souls, like I never "cared"
But in that moment, wanted out, it's the only way
That's what I thought, and I'm sorry, it's the truth again
I couldn't find, another time, where'd I'd be right again
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, I'm calling
Something to come and save me
I'm calling out, I'm calling
I'm calling out, for something
I'm calling out, I'm calling
There's nothing here to save me