Lyrics: Grant Genske
Music: Grant Genske
gray, gray, gray, gray
she tells me that she's still okay
But she stays in bed
Low low low low
she's never felt this low
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she's never felt this dead
Pain
It doesn't feel like pain
she'd give anything to feel again
Anything at all
gray
she says it feels like gray
Like waiting in an open grave
For the dirt to fall
The walls climb up around her
And the loneliness surrounds her
And her agency is taken
she knows that he is breaking
And it's gray everywhere
In the light and in her stare
she's barely holding on
The color is all gone
Pray, pray pray pray
he tells me that he needs to pray
But he doesn't know the words to say
Why, why why why
I try to understand why I
Can't do anything to help
Pills
she has to take her pills
The medicine that starts to kill
Any sense of her
Hope
All sheβs got is hope
To lead her out of the smoke
To lead her home
The walls climb up around her
And the loneliness surrounds her
And her agency is taken
she knows that he is breaking
And it's gray everywhere
In the light and in her stare
she's barely holding on
The color is all gone
The walls fall down around her
And her family surrounds her
And she knows it isnβt over
But it no longer controls her
The vapors dissipate
The morning light dissolves the haze
she crawls into the day
She knows it isnβt over
But for now she'll be okay