Never More

Lyrics: Rune Mørch Albrechtsen Music: Rune Mørch Albrechtsen (Every night the same) (E-e-e-every night the same) (E-e-e-every night the same) (E-e-e-every night the same) (E-e-e-every night the same) (E-e-e-every night the same) (E-e-e-every night the same) (E-e-e-every night the same) (E-e-e) Every night the same, anticipating it gets better My expectations only set me up for failure When I hope to feel alive, but I know it’s the hope that kills ya And this all familiar hole inside only growing bigger I go never more, never more I try to be so much But every time I love myself a little less than before Never more, never more Cause it’s never enough And every time there’s another So I guess I’m okay with Staying the same as Everything changes Not because I am But because I cannot change it We all go through our phases And it’s hard to face it With your face inside your hands God damn Tonight I’ve lied to myself for the last time Cause time and time it feels like last time And I’ve tried to hide myself in past times To them it’s just pastime To me it’s a fire inside that I can’t find Yeah, **** outta here I feel like a puff outta air Like a snort from a broken mirror Expect the rush is gone and the motive’s clear Cause I rush along trynna show my peers You need a confidant, I volunteer But in a crowded room with no one there I wonder what I’m doing with my younger years Cause they’re so ecstatic So is that it? I’m just supposed to uphold their standards And follow even when they’re going backwards Look, I ain’t trynna be holy, but know that I’m past it Workaholic weekend addicts Blow they budget on cheap distractions Till they so unconscious that the reason matches I used to want it, but suddenly I’ve had it And I don’t judge it, I just don’t see the FOMO So don’t judge me looking for more I mean, what’s even the point when their so called Breather put me in a chokehold And I’m way too old for saying YOLO When I live another life at home, though But too young to say no So get the bros, yo Even if sometimes I don’t know Who loves me for me And who do I love equally And I don’t mean like deep beneath Cause I ain’t believed in that recently Nah lately, things ain’t speak to me So maybe it’s my need to please That takes me back repeatedly Now, repeat with me Every night the same, anticipating it gets better My expectations only set me up for failure When I hope to feel alive, but I know it’s the hope that kills ya And this all familiar hole inside only growing bigger I go never more, never more I try to be so much But every time I love myself a little less than before Never more, never more Cause it’s never enough And every time there’s another So I guess I’m okay with Staying the same as Everything changes Not because I am But because I cannot change it We all go through our phases And it’s hard to face it With your face inside your hands But I have embraced it’s Part of my basis Still I don’t say shit Not because I can’t But because I’m afraid that Friends turn into strangers And I become nameless If I take a stand God damn